Crash lecture

am crashing class now.cuz my next lesson,which is jap lecture,is at 6.i had a freaking 5 hour break.my jap tutorial ended at 1 u see.i was doing typography assignment..happily thinking i had finished most of it le,when i heard my friend saying dt we not only have to design fonts,but all the symbols and numbers on the keyboard.wth man! dying le.

went to watch harry potter with baby,his mum,his bro,his aunt and the daughter ytd at cineleisure.woo the show rox.so nice!!! i dun mind catching it for the 2nd time! XD watched till quite late and could'nt join them for supper so baby sent me home and we reached home at ard 12 plus am...thanks for sending my home dear! :D

gah.dis society is filled with fake ppl.dey say sorry but in the end dey backstab the person dey apologised too.wads worse is dat certain(take note i say CERTAIN)religious leaders do dat as well.tsk tsk.wad a shame.brings a bad name to the religious place.no wonder so many ppl are skeptical abt dat place.oh yes and can i oso add dat,it is no use trying to sort matters out between 2 ppl in dat place cuz no matter wad,the leader will still win.so wads the use of wanting to noe wad happen to ppl hu leave? at the end of the day it is the ppl hu leave hu are in the wrong wad.so those hu have left should just save their breaths from explaining to the leaders of their absence la.the best option is to ignore all the calls and msges...cuz,remember,no matter wad is said or discussed,the leaders still win wad.hor xinxin.

save all the pissed-ness..now we shall talk abt other things.im very obsessed with ball joint dolls now.for info on wad dey are,check out www.tangled.silentragedy.net and www.dreamofdoll.com.....annie annie,i think u will lyk them too! :D

ok...dats all for now..till then,stay tuned!

DATE: 30 nov 2005
TIME: 3.38pm

Haywire

ok my blog time and date has gone hay wire.i dono wad happen la.time now is 11.34pm,dats is 29.11.2005...same as previous entry.k bye.

Kpo ppl

dis society is super filled with kpo ppl.why do i say so? let me explain.

whenever i put random pics on my friendster,HARDLY ANYONE views my profile.when i put me and baby's pics,LOTS of ppl view my profile.ppl are very kpo when it comes to wanting to noe whether their friends are attached and attached to whom.right anot.

anyway just finished ideation2 consultation with giedre.she say my ideas not very gd and ask me to develop further.sigh.so sian leh lyk dat..i really got designer block.cant think of anymore ideas le la.grr.

later gona watch harry potter! woo! i tot i ps xin cuz we agreed to watch harry potter together...hu noes..she ps me first..went to watch without me first..lol! hor xin.but nvm we can gossip abt it in jap lecture tmr. XD

later got digital mediafundamentals with alan rudge.lol.he's cute.not cute as in looks but as in character and the way he teach.oh nd for ur info im blogging at baby house.yes blogging at his house again.haha.dats cuz his house is only a few blocks away from my sch so i can go to his house everytime i have long breaks.but i cant do dis anymore when he go ns.boo.

ok...gona do my jap assignment le.bye~

28th once again!

happy 34th month to my dearest baby! woo~~ 34 months together le...let's keep going!!
love u!! :D:D

today's project one was better! not as boring as the last few weeks.at least our grp has a few ideas up and we've got more aim compared to last time where we were just drifting aimlessly abt.

he's going ns in lyk ard 2 weeks time.how sucky is dat man.can u imagine...few months without seeing him...phone calls limited to a few minutes or hours..no webcam even..at least last time when he was in canada for 3 months,we still can see each other on webcam and dats not too bad.grr...imagine he has to b "jailed" for the next 2 years.and i can only see him on weekends.argh! dis really sucks man.

went his cg ytd.was rather interesting and fun.and ppl there are rather friendly.though mostly guys,but still more or less can talk talk abit with them.i dun think i ever wana go back to dat strict place anymore.it's tying me down so much i feel lyk im in a jail rather than a place dats supposed to bring u liberty and joy.

alright.tmr nite im gona wacth harry potter and the goblet of fire with baby,his aunt and the daughter.omg.excited!! i so wana watch dat show!

and i miss him truckloads.

hacked

someone hacked into my friendster account.but thankfully dat person didnt try to do anything funny in my account...just dat he/she changed my name to 'u've been hackd'.

today's photography was rather fun.we got to go out to take pictures ard the sch and it was of cuz way better than sitting in the com lab getting information overload by the lecturer..shall post the pics up soon i guess..

well...at baby house now blogging dis...have quite an amount of assignment to do but i guess i shall leave dat for later..i dun have inspiration now.grr.designer's block? lol.

back again.

ok..im back again....i feel lyk closing down my janmini.blogspot cuz it has completely no privacy le...nvm nvm dis shall b my private blog..where less ppl will read and i can share it with ppl im really closed to only....

dis few days has been very happy days with baby.we went out..he helped me with buying my camera...went to eat dinner with mummy and god-daddy...it was really fun :D
im gona miss him so much when he go ns...

alot of ppl has been trying to contact me but i just refuse to ans the calls and msges.i can't carry on anymore cuz my tyre of strength has punctured.my stay there has "expired" and i dun feel fresh there anymore.perhaps i shall find another place where i can renew my passion and commitment.somewhere where i feel belonged to and wun feel left out.hopefully can find new ppl hu are at the same wavelength as me and wun say jokes dat leave me clueless but still have to laugh along with the rest.somewhere where i dun need to carry my angel mask.where i can b my rowdy and loud self and ppl will still take notice of me and not see through me and laugh along with me.somewhere where i dun need to fight so hard for attention so as not to feel left out.it's lyk being there for almost 2 years and i still dun really feel belonged to the grp.i hate it when ppl leave then dey start to suck up and try to get the ppl back again.i guess i've always felt left out and yes u can just say it's my fault for not voicing it out.but hey it's also ur job to make everybody feel belonged to wad.sometimes im just sick of all the hypocrisy.

sigh im feeling so low.i feel lyk just giving myself up le.it's so hard having to fight obstacles everyday.i hate dis sucked up thing called Life.how i wish time could just stop at dat moment right there..yes DAT moment...i hate it when time progresses and everything changes...most of the time its for the worse.my life is extremely cursed and i wish i didn't need to live in the first place.im afraid i'd bring the curse to ppl whom im close to..too...