haiz

why...why why? why must u always do dis? wad is there so difficult dat it cannot b said out? y must u resort to doing dis? do u think it's worth it? do u think it'll make everyone happier? dun u think it's selfish? dun u think it's being cowardly? haiz...maybe i shouldn't say much since i used to be lyk dat as well....haiz well nvm...sometimes even me myself feel lyk resorting to dis...im not even strong enough myself..so maybe i shouldn't say anymore...

i got back my 2D results for my first assignment.sigh.i'm prepared to get back even more worse results.i'm being pessimistic again...but i noe my standards already.dey are nothing.i knew right from the start my works are nothing.i kinda expected bad results already.it turned out to b true.i knew it.

*smile and wave~* lolz.madness again.

perhaps it's best to stay in madness so i can forget all abt my negativity.